Stream of Consciousness #4: Analog

Keep freaking out like I hit someone with a car which leads me to wonder why do I drive a lethal weapon around everywhere and I keep thinking there's tiny people sleeping in snow piles but I know that's silly but why can't I stop thinking it, maybe I just need to start walking everywhere which would first mean I would need to move someplace where I could do that and still be functional like not the moon. I feel like maybe I'm coming into my own in a whole other way though, but what does that phrase even mean? It implies that what you acheive is something you already have like it's waiting there for you I guess. I don't know, I just want to hang out down here forever in my cave but I want everything to be the same when I get back, which probably is not a very original thought at all but maybe they never I don't know. IDs, keys, monkey rings, encrypted passwords, puzzles that only you know about, everything is codified, my DNA, that's crazy, the world really is written in code, God is totally a programmer, there's two versions of reality, one is in code and one is in analog, but really life is definitely in analog.